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Hello? Anyone out there?! lol

Wow! It's been forever and a day since I've posted here... I guess I just neglected this site... all I do is myspace nowadays. I think I hate that site now. It's made me forget I can type and tell you all the story of my life. I remember I used to right novels on this thing! I remember I wrote about my life before blogs even became "cool."  Well since it's been awhile since I've typed on here, I'll give you a quick recap of my life so far. Well I finally graduated high school in May 2006 and moved out of my family's home. Was a big change from living there... I did live there for 16 years of my life. I now live with a roommate who is also my friend. I turned 19 in September and now ten months away from being 20 years old! Since I moved out I had to find a job of course. I work at an animal hotel as an animal care technician and have been working there since June 2006. It's not all that fun but it does give me money so I don't have room to complain. I guess one thing that hasn't changed is even though I moved out of my parents house and away from the rules of the household, I still don't go out very much... well you know out to the clubs and stuff. I don't know. I still my family alot and ironically I feel closer to them now that I have moved away. Hopefully they'll take the news of me moving out of town next year as great as they took the news of me moving out last June. Yes, I'm moving out of town next year... there are too many horrible memories here and I'd like to forget them. They only person that will be here that I'll miss is my best friend Jacque but I'm likely to visit her when I visit my family. Other than her and family, nobody else will be here for me...  (On a side note: You ever notice in 90% of gay couples, there's the cute guy and the ugly cute? LOL... I assume opposites do attract, you never see a cute guy with another cute guy. It's the cute guy and for some reason he's with a troll LOL. Hope you're not the trol! LOL) I got a movie projector :-p I watch my movies like a pimp now! I watch them on a big wall now LOL. Hooked it up to my surround sound and now it's hot! Jacque chili pepper hot! Suppose you're wondering about the guys in my life? LOL GET OUT OF MY CHEESE! DAYUM! Naw, it's cool... well there's the model who thought he was going to go to California soon but doesn't think so, so now he wants something... there's the mexican who keeps playing games and can't spare a moment with me... there's the old ex who wants me back after a failed relationship... and then there's the last ex who is still getting over me... I would go further into all this but I've decided not to since it's quite frankly none of your business. But I do miss Aaron lol... he's the most recent ex I can recall that I had any fun with... sure we argued alot but that was part of the fun! We did hump like bunnies too lol. Nobody has come close to his outragous behavior or good looks... well the good looks part is subjective but I thought he was the cutest I've dated besides Jose, Matt, and model Josh... Rudy too but I still hate his earrings lol. Well I'm done for this entry but I'll see you around and I'll try to add more soon!

 
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This is for Jose Aaron Deleon...
Bang, Bang - Nancy Sinatra Smiley

I was five, he was six...
we rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
he would always win the fight...

Bang, bang... he shot me down.
Bang, bang... I hit the ground.
Bang, bang... That awful sound.
Bang, bang... My baby shot me down.

Seasons came and changed the time
when I grew up I called him mine
He would always laugh and say
"Remember when we'd used to play...

Bang, bang...I shot you down.
Bang, bang...You hit the ground.
Bang, bang...That awful sound.
Bang, bang...I used to shoot you down."

Music played and people sang
just for me the churchbells rang.
Now he's gone, I don't know why
and till this day sometimes I cry
He didn't even say goodbye
he didn't take the time to lie.

Bang, bang... he shot me down.
Bang, bang... I hit the ground.
Bang, bang... That awful sound.
Bang, bang... My baby shot me down.

 
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Dating Tip No. 1
If it's possble... don't ever have extended conversations with friends while you are on a date with another person. Several factors contribute to this being a very bad thing to do. First, if the person is slightly unsociable to new people, that person will be further alienated with a pair of people he/she doesn't know. Secondly, be it on the cell phone or in person, talking to friends other than your own date is downright rude. The person who is on the date wants to be with you, to try to get to know you, and to have your attention. If this person does not feel like he/she is having any of these wants fulfilled, then he/she will greatly be annoyed. There are other factors that can contribute to a bad time for your date, but try not to break one of these cardinal rules.

First dates are one's first impression and one shouldn't make that impresion a bad one. It is ok to say hello to a friend with the time arises through a date, but never make your greeting last for more than three sentences.
 
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Stupid Jose!
Aaron called me tonight. He is a stupid motherfucker! I hung up on his ass and never want to talk to him ever again. If he comes to my house, I am going to call the cops!
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Boring weekend...
Well this is my first journal entry being single after about five months. I can't really say my life has changed. I have noticed the influx of guys that want to be with me now that I am single. Rudy called me two or three days after I broke up with Rory. He said that he missed me and that he still loved me. Of course I was expecting him to tell me that since I know he really did. Aaron hasn't called me in awhile, but that is probably due to him being busy with school and work. School for me is going alright I guess. I can't type right now... I'm a go later
 
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